Happening Already Will Happen

I should clarify in case someone besides me actually reads this. In the first blog post at the bottom of the page, I said that no sex actually took place in at the sexual encounter I had in common with my hairdresser friend. But I forgot about the blow job. I remember that I blew him. I must have blown him unless I was so totally tweaked out that I was distracted from sex. That's probably the more likely story. I used him as a connection for crystal for a couple of months after. That tells me that there is a strong possibility that I was most likely on crystal when I was over there. In that case, it would have been easy to get distracted because crystal meth is a stimulant of the central nervous system. I most likely would have wanted to talk incessantly which inevitaby would have led the trick to start blabbing about the Ali Baba rocks he had which led to the commitment ceremony.

I am so glad that I clarified that.

I had a little breakdown and cried last week because I am on the verge of being interviewed for four jobs and one of them is a job I've wanted since I applied for it two years ago.